gibberish.

We should all just stop playing the victim sometimes. We need to be mature, and not blame certain circumstances to other people because that doesn’t solve anything. It just make us all look like a bunch of fools, fighting over who’s right, who has the bigger advantage over someone or something – I mean come on. Maybe I’m just ranting here, because self-pity has been my only friend these past few months and it is not comforting at all. But it’s what I’m used to. So somehow there’s this level of understanding between myself and misery because let’s face it, we do love to live vicariously through some other people’s mistakes. It makes us feel not necessarily ordinary, but a bit balanced because then we are aware that we aren’t the only ones who can’t get past the suffering and all these fucked up experiences we recognize by the term ‘living’ and yes, it sucks, and pain is a given thing above all else.

words: reflex

This misconstrued concept about having to look for deeper meaning to every event that happens in our lives is just too arrogantly displayed that we cannot even begin to accept that sometimes it’s just like how we use words with no interpretations at all: merely a form of reflex. But it doesn’t negate from having a certain impact into our lives.